I've been away for the weekend to a Hockey tournament. It was heaps of fun but FUCK there is just no pleasing some people. Ever decision I made was wrong apparently. I got bitched at by players during the game and abused by coaches after. All I can do is laugh, it is funny how when people are winning and the calls are going their way they love the umpire. When they are losing and calls are against them they hate you. I love it when people get shitty during a game, makes it so much more interesting. don't get me wrong I don't go out to piss players off but man it is funny.

There was only one thing I hated about the tournament and that was that I had to be separated from Stu. It is our first night apart since we moved in together. It was horrible sleeping in an empty bed. I never want to do it again but I know that I will be doing it again in four weeks when I go away to Nationals for eight days.

Well, we made it to four months. There have been times were I thought we wouldn't last. We have had our ups and they have been amazing!!! Through all of our worst times I can honestly say I would never change a single second of our relationship. I am glad that even through the worst of fights we have been able to work through our problems and make our relationship stronger. Stu is the only boy who has ever taken my breath away. When I see him after a hard days work feel refreshed and like everything bad that had happened that day is a long way behind me. When Stu walks around the corner I can feel my face light up and know that there is no-one in the world i would rather be with and no place that feels better than in his arms.

I have never felt this way about anyone and I know that I will never feel this way about anyone ever again. I never want to lose this.

Q: Who's the fourth person on your Received Call list?
A: Mum at home.

Q: What's your main ringtone on your phone?
A: The one it was set on when I got it.

Q: What were you doing at midnight last night?
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Stu and I have had a queit couple of weeks now. Fun filled but quite, doing things together. Just the two of us.

We haven't been up to much but have taken photos for you to all enjoy. Here is a small taster of what is to come.



I must be one of the luckest boys in the world because look at what I have managed to bag. He is beyond perfect. All I have to do is look at him and my Heart melts. He has this cute little smile that turns my bad temper to contentment. He has this ability that prevents me staying mad at him for more than a few minutes. I can never be sad or upset when he is in the same room, as he just lights up my life.

Ok it is only one Photo but hey it is better than none and I have finally learnt how to get the damn things on here it is a start.




I hope this works!!!!!!!!

Well it has been a while.

Never know what towrite and I am still to be taught how to put pictures in my journal (hint hint, to a certian someone). I will have to bug alittle harder I guess.

My life has been very boring of late so nothing to report, do need more E-Friends don't have many.

Ciao

So happy =)

Things with Stu and I are going really well.

Stu is entered in Mr Gay Aucland and hopefully I can enter when we go out later tonight. If not I am still a winner cause I am the one who is going to be going out with the winner (STU).

Well it has been confirmed I am in plaster for 4 weeks post injury so only another 3 to go. Good news still doesn't stop there, oh no. After the cast comes off I am in splint 24/7 for upto another 3 weeks and then when doing sports for 3 weeks after that. I also have Physio once a week the whole time. Oh well beeter than having no thumb at all.

ciao

Hey Hey

Well I am offically up shit creek without a paddle. My hand is in a cast, I am not allowed tp do any sports and I can't even work.

The last part would be ok if I got sick leave but don't get that cause I stall have to sign my contract.

Well this is what happened; I was playing indoor netball on Thursday night, part way through the second quarter and I was contesting the ball with another player. He came down grabbed my thumb and bent it all the way back to my wrist. (F#*K). I carried on playing for the rest of the game thinking I had just sprained it. Went and watched Scary Movie 4, still in agonising pain. Woke up at 5 the next morning and went to work. Went to the doctors at 830. Had X-Rays and was told that I hadn't broken anything but I had pulled one tendon in my thumb and torn another. So I am in plaseter for the next 10 days till I can have a full assessment by the Phsyio. Then there is 2 possibilities. 1) I am in cast for another 6 - 8 weeks or I have to wear a thermo brace for 6 weeks to reduce the movement in my thumb. This is my favourite option as it means I can get back to sports. I am allowed to Umpire Hockey and play Netball as I can take the brace off to play.

More news later.

I feel like shit,
just thought you might like to know.

Stu is out all week so get no time to spend with him.

so just upset.

Hi, just a quick update, I am still a LJ virgin, Stu is yet to teach me how to post photos. So no photos for a few more days. I can't learn tonight as Stu is out with our very sad friend (just broken up with his BF of 4 months). I am sad that I don't get to see stu untill he comes to bed tonight, but Laroy needs the support a bit more than me. I will get to see him tonight and snuggle with him.

Oh well I better be going.

Ciao

Just a quicky,

Been busy today, have had a few good laughs and am looking forward rto seeing stu when he finishes work.

Ciao

Well I promised photos so here are a few of Stu and I. We went out to behind the airport and took a couple of (hundred) photos. We got one so us together, ones of us apart and ones of in action. Stu isn't the best at taking action photos. LOL. WE had heaps of fun spending some quailty time together. We walked through feilds hand in hand. Very romantic.

After photos we meet up with a couple of friends and played a few rounds of Minigolf. I WON, yay *jumps for joy*. Stu came in second with the other two coming in last place. But it doesn't matter who won and who lost because we all and lots of laughs. I can't wait till we can go out with friends and have another good laughing session. NO we weren't high.

Oh yeah, Stu and I went to the airport for lunch. Lunch was alright, bought a wrap that would have been really nice except that it had mustard all through it. Mustard GROSS. That however is not is not the purpuse of this paragraph. I am writing to say "Stu and I are off to Sydney". We are only going to go over for a weekend, but it is a whole weekend that we can spend in each others arms and just have a relaxing time. Not to sure when are going to go. Have to save a few $$$ but hopefully it wont take to long to save enough for us to jump the ditch and stay in a nice Hotel.

All in all today was so much fun and I can't wait to do it again.

I really enjoy spending time with Stu he makes my lfie complete. He also makes me feel like I am on top of the world whenever I am beside him. When we are apart all I can hink of is him, what we have shared together and what we are going to share in the future. He is my world my everything. I would do anything to make sure he was happy. I would take revenge very sweetly on anyone who ever tried to hurt him. I would not repent any sin committed in taking that revenge.

As I have been writing this entry, I found out from Stu two of our friends have just broken up. Very upsetting. Stu and I however are determined to last the distance. I feel so scared that, that could happen to me and stu no matter how hard we try. I am not going to entertain thoughts like that because if you do they tend to bloom into reality. So I only think that Stu and I will still be together when one of us is on our death bed. (Bit morbid I know but it is true)

Oh well I guess I should wrap things up for now and post you some photos.

Ciao

Just a quick entry today with more to follow later.

Had a great last night at the Easter Show, had shaved Ice and Corn on the Cob, (excellent corn), came home and snuggled up in bed. Had heaps of fun on the rides and just spending time with Stu.

I love spending time with him. He means so much to me, I really don't know what I would do if he wasn't beside me.

Today we are off on an adenture to take photos of us out and about. So will post some when we get back.
I would love to take Stu out for a really nice romantic lunch on the seaside somewhere in the middle of nowhere, but being Easter Sunday everywhere is closed.

Hi

This is my frist entry in my very own journal. Lots to say but don't know where to start. Well first things first.

I am so happy, I have finally moved in with Stu (the absolute love of my life). WE are so happy, I have waited for this for weeks and now it has finally happened I can't believe it. I am only step away from perfection...

Second the Hockey Season has started, yay :( . Well in a way it is good, I enjoy umpiring, but the demands and abuse does geta bit tedious at times. Can't wait for my next game though, promises to be a good one. Something to get my teeth stuck into and send a few players off. I have been umpiring for nearly 8 years now and have had a lot of fun. Am off to National Tournment later in the year and have a few umpires to mentor though the season.

Stu (my boy) has got me into playing Netball a good thing too. I have really enjoied every game. But most of all I really enjoy just being able to share a common sport with him. We have not lost a game yet so I can't be completely useless, although I am sure that the rest of the team picks up all my cock ups. There must be a few.

Have got myself a new job at Phonak Hearing Systmes, a Swiss based Hearing Aid Company. My offical title is Services Support Technician. All that really means is that I have shit loads of work. At the moment I am working up to 10 hour days and have been super stressed. Hopefully things ill return to normal at the end of April. The worst of my stress is because I am having to cover for three other people plus the work I would normally do. Have had to get lots of help over the past few days.

Life has been been hectic over the past couple of months four months ago I was working on a Dairy Farm. Now I work in an Office. Big chnafge there. Moved back home fought constantly with my family and hated it. Met the perfect boy and fell madly in love and couldn't think of anything better. I have moved out of home. I have got a new job. But i must say that as a whole I have enjoyed most of the past few months.

Ok that is all for now, more entries to follow.
Ciao